I just deleted a post that referred to a bit of family drama that transpired yesterday..hmmm.. it was honest emotion on my part..probably accurate in some respects as to the subjective facts..but it dealt some what critically of a family member ..and I did not want to cause any more ill will so to speak.
i have enjoyed the transmutation of energy involved in the past of my online activities..trying to earn a $..however ..the thing is..it entailed losing money for the most part vs earning money.
any who this all for now
happy new year peeps
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Eating Healthier And Finding God
Been thinking of health and God today..seeking truths. I would say about health, that eating healthier is primarily one of the most basic steps that can be taken to insure better health. Eating more nutritious can be accomplished by taking in more raw vegetables, fruits and taking vitamins. Vitamin C in high doses is very good for the body.
Now earlier I started re-reading Neil Donald Walshe..the first of the trilogy "Conversations With God" I'm not going to expound on it right now other than to say you will find much truth in many forms in his writings.
Now earlier I started re-reading Neil Donald Walshe..the first of the trilogy "Conversations With God" I'm not going to expound on it right now other than to say you will find much truth in many forms in his writings.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Manifesting Desired Results Through Strength Of Purpose
I'm typing this from my iPhone.
For 9 years I worked for a man who was quadriplegic. I worked 3 overnights a week with him. Anyway Oct 14 about 330pm he shot himself in the heart and died. Earlier in the year my main job of which I was working 62 hrs a week cut all employees hours to 40 hours a week. That was effectively a 2 week pay check gone. Combined this with Toms death and my income plummeted.
Which brings me to this post. The first income hit I basically absorbed it as overnights is what I needed and working for Tom half the week left few options. Anyway when Tom died it opened the door to new employment.
Typing w/ an iPhone leaves a lot to be desired. Anyway..I decided I would be positive minded that my income would increase and that I would find the perfect situation that would fit all the needs of my life.
One month later I am working 5 nights a week overnights in a home with people who have physical disabilities.
For 9 years I worked for a man who was quadriplegic. I worked 3 overnights a week with him. Anyway Oct 14 about 330pm he shot himself in the heart and died. Earlier in the year my main job of which I was working 62 hrs a week cut all employees hours to 40 hours a week. That was effectively a 2 week pay check gone. Combined this with Toms death and my income plummeted.
Which brings me to this post. The first income hit I basically absorbed it as overnights is what I needed and working for Tom half the week left few options. Anyway when Tom died it opened the door to new employment.
Typing w/ an iPhone leaves a lot to be desired. Anyway..I decided I would be positive minded that my income would increase and that I would find the perfect situation that would fit all the needs of my life.
One month later I am working 5 nights a week overnights in a home with people who have physical disabilities.
Monday, November 8, 2010
Rising Above Earthly Issues
So I have been thinking about you God. I have been reading that website on near death experiences and it has opened a lot of awareness and reaffirmation for me. Things that are going on right now are typical of life. It is my desire to rise above the turmoil and keep the higher values in mind. All the stuff that is going on right now is just typical life. How I react to them is what ny choice s are.
When people are negative to us and get mad at us and want to punish us in their own ways..it is tempting to respond in kind. Sometimes the best thing we can do is stay away from having contact with them.
Sometimes people you think care show you they don't in some ways.. Well maybe on some levels they do but I would say those are levels that are not shown very much.
To be continued.
When people are negative to us and get mad at us and want to punish us in their own ways..it is tempting to respond in kind. Sometimes the best thing we can do is stay away from having contact with them.
Sometimes people you think care show you they don't in some ways.. Well maybe on some levels they do but I would say those are levels that are not shown very much.
To be continued.
All We Can Do At This Point
All we can do at this point is understand what is going on the possible reasons. We are at a point that we can't change. Or can we in time? I think not. One should look else where to plan for the future.
One should plan on what to do when this situation changes. Will mother nature step in and clean up our mess? I think so. For a long time we have been warned about what we need to do to reduce the possibility. Oh what our children are going to have to inherit from our generations and our forefathers generations actions.
We are a slave to our industrialized food production system. We are a slave to industrialized dependence on energy produced by oil. We kill for oil and call it the war on terror.
Do you know that Henry Ford originally envisioned the automotive industry to run on corn oil, or biofuels as it is called today. However shortly there after it is speculated big oil interest had the controversial prohibition enacted that made it illegal to process corn, including the process that would have allowed to make biofuels. Hence the automtive and oil industries were marked in some would say an un-holy union.
That is just an aside to the idea, no the reality that big business is firmly in control of our energy situation. It is the same with food, many many cases of small farmers being forced into slavery of big business.
This article is not about proving this statements. That is beyond the scope of a single article. No this article is about taking a look at the future and noting what you see. What do you see? Project outwards into time our present behaviors as human beings and what do you see as a race, as a species, what is our just rewards?
One should plan on what to do when this situation changes. Will mother nature step in and clean up our mess? I think so. For a long time we have been warned about what we need to do to reduce the possibility. Oh what our children are going to have to inherit from our generations and our forefathers generations actions.
We are a slave to our industrialized food production system. We are a slave to industrialized dependence on energy produced by oil. We kill for oil and call it the war on terror.
Do you know that Henry Ford originally envisioned the automotive industry to run on corn oil, or biofuels as it is called today. However shortly there after it is speculated big oil interest had the controversial prohibition enacted that made it illegal to process corn, including the process that would have allowed to make biofuels. Hence the automtive and oil industries were marked in some would say an un-holy union.
That is just an aside to the idea, no the reality that big business is firmly in control of our energy situation. It is the same with food, many many cases of small farmers being forced into slavery of big business.
This article is not about proving this statements. That is beyond the scope of a single article. No this article is about taking a look at the future and noting what you see. What do you see? Project outwards into time our present behaviors as human beings and what do you see as a race, as a species, what is our just rewards?
Friday, September 3, 2010
Friday The 3rd Of September 2010
I love my grand children. I have found in watching my grand daughters and older grand boy, that when say they get into an argument that I often escalate it by .. well escalating it. Like last night, AB and H were playing with their friends E and B .. (abbreviation) every thing was fine until H tried to take over the CD player that AB and E was playing with.
So I naturally get involved as they were getting physical .. and to me .. I made it worse .. do I blame myself .. not totally .. nor them .. we are all just human .. they are limited by their young ages .. 5 and 8 , and I am limited by my .. level of ability as well. Lets face it .. we are not born problem solvers of young children. We would like nothing more than them to behave lovingly towards each other .. but a lass .. sighh
Anyhow .. I have went down this train of thought before on how to handle it .. because often it is not their behavior that bothers me .. it is how I react to them and behave in a manner that to me is negative .. human .. but negative ..
You see, I do not want to get upset at them .. and when I do... I do not feel it is a particularly effective approach to solving the problems at hand.
I was thinking today when AB and I were at the mall .. well the situation is not important or my point here.. she started mis-behaving when we were entering the parking lot .. pulling my hand instead of just walking peacefully as she has been trained to in parking lots .. so I get some what frustrated and mad and keep walking .. as she pulls . .embarrassing to a degree do to a couple of helpful motorists that stopped so we could pass.. god .. always when you do not want an audience ..
.... anyway my point when everything was said and done ..is I chose to get upset .. it is a choice I did not have to make .. SHE IS 5 .. she is going to mis behave .. the one thing I can truly choose in this is my own behavior .. i can always choose my behavior that I am comfortable with ...
So I naturally get involved as they were getting physical .. and to me .. I made it worse .. do I blame myself .. not totally .. nor them .. we are all just human .. they are limited by their young ages .. 5 and 8 , and I am limited by my .. level of ability as well. Lets face it .. we are not born problem solvers of young children. We would like nothing more than them to behave lovingly towards each other .. but a lass .. sighh
Anyhow .. I have went down this train of thought before on how to handle it .. because often it is not their behavior that bothers me .. it is how I react to them and behave in a manner that to me is negative .. human .. but negative ..
You see, I do not want to get upset at them .. and when I do... I do not feel it is a particularly effective approach to solving the problems at hand.
I was thinking today when AB and I were at the mall .. well the situation is not important or my point here.. she started mis-behaving when we were entering the parking lot .. pulling my hand instead of just walking peacefully as she has been trained to in parking lots .. so I get some what frustrated and mad and keep walking .. as she pulls . .embarrassing to a degree do to a couple of helpful motorists that stopped so we could pass.. god .. always when you do not want an audience ..
.... anyway my point when everything was said and done ..is I chose to get upset .. it is a choice I did not have to make .. SHE IS 5 .. she is going to mis behave .. the one thing I can truly choose in this is my own behavior .. i can always choose my behavior that I am comfortable with ...
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
How Do You Want To Be? Is It Different Than How You Are?
We are not always as we would think we should be. I was about to say .. like to be, but when I think of how I am at times towards others .. and how I don't seem to care at the time.. then I guess I am being at the time how I want to be.
Later like now .. when i review my actions .. i think .. ok.. do something like this .. define how you want to behave .. I think I have done that before .. but ultimately .. every circumstance is different .. and the behavior that I am trying to curtail .. comes out.
I feel a sadness sometimes.. anyway .. getting back .. I know there is certain situations that bring out the worst in me .. that I let bring out the worst in me .. because it is a choice ...life is always about choices.. sad .. sad about a lot of stuff ... sad that I can not stop the pain in the world ..and sad at the pain I have caused.
Now if anyone actually ever reads this blog .. no I am not talking anything crazy .. i am talking about everyday relationships with the people we love .. and care for .. and how we do not always act in the most caring way. I am also talking about people we work with ..I know there are a lot dicks in the world .. sometimes I am a dick.
You probably are too. Aren't you...? We all are ... at times... self centered .. all concerned and involved in our selves.. You know this life is just temporary .. why we are here .. I do not really know .. I mean there are theories that make sense .. but I really do not know the reasoning .. I will say .. life in this realm is .. because it is worth living ..
I know from an intellectual point of view that being nicer to someone .. is good .. now I know that some circumstances do not warrant niceness .. I would just say .. that keeping hate out of my heart .. trying to make other peoples lives better .. more happy .. like giving a treat to someone who can't get one for themselves..
Later like now .. when i review my actions .. i think .. ok.. do something like this .. define how you want to behave .. I think I have done that before .. but ultimately .. every circumstance is different .. and the behavior that I am trying to curtail .. comes out.
I feel a sadness sometimes.. anyway .. getting back .. I know there is certain situations that bring out the worst in me .. that I let bring out the worst in me .. because it is a choice ...life is always about choices.. sad .. sad about a lot of stuff ... sad that I can not stop the pain in the world ..and sad at the pain I have caused.
Now if anyone actually ever reads this blog .. no I am not talking anything crazy .. i am talking about everyday relationships with the people we love .. and care for .. and how we do not always act in the most caring way. I am also talking about people we work with ..I know there are a lot dicks in the world .. sometimes I am a dick.
You probably are too. Aren't you...? We all are ... at times... self centered .. all concerned and involved in our selves.. You know this life is just temporary .. why we are here .. I do not really know .. I mean there are theories that make sense .. but I really do not know the reasoning .. I will say .. life in this realm is .. because it is worth living ..
I know from an intellectual point of view that being nicer to someone .. is good .. now I know that some circumstances do not warrant niceness .. I would just say .. that keeping hate out of my heart .. trying to make other peoples lives better .. more happy .. like giving a treat to someone who can't get one for themselves..
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